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Pokemon and Japan

It is actually quite strange... how it seems my relationship with Japan has something to do with Pokemon.

I still remember the first time I came to Japan (with my mom when I was only 11 years old), Pokemon was just starting to become popular in Canada... I remember fascinating over the amount of Pokemon, Miffy (back then I didn't know who Miffy was), Hello Kitty and Dragonball Z merchandise there was. I remember seeing a big Pikachu Plushie.

Fast forward to 2016. This is the first time I have decided to leave home and live in a foreign country by myself. With the help of God, I ended up settling in Japan... for those who are aware (who wouldn't be aware) Pokemon Go launched... causing a crazy infatuation over the new location-based augmented reality game. 

When I talk to people about Pokemon, it brings back so many memories: childhood memories, my first impressions of Japan/Tokyo... I remembered after that first trip, I decided that I would like to live in Japan some day... and look where I am... almost 20 years later...

It's strange where life can take us...

The Moon's romance

see how big and beautiful the moon is

(English below)今晚覺得個月光好靚... 唔經唔覺已經好來冇望個月光了...上次應該有一個月了... 依一個月好難過...

其實... 由細致大都唔明點解月光會代表“愛”... 明明好遠...

當我諗返雖然你我的實則距離無依個月光咁遠... 可惜... 我們兩個心比依個月光的距離仲遠...

點解會咁... 太奇怪... 雖然我對依個月光咁遠但係最起碼都可以見到佢... 但係你... 我已經好耐冇見過了

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While walking home tonight, I looked up and noticed how beautiful the moon is. It has already been a month since I have noticed the moon (the last time being Mid-Autumn festival). I can't believe it has already been a month... I had a tough month... but I still have hope.


I always wondered why the moon represents love. Why do ancients of different cultures always viewed the moon as romantic and represents love?


While looking at the moon, I couldn't help but noticed just how far the moon is... in fact... it is much further than the "physical" distance between us... yet... the distance between our hearts is much further away... perhaps further than Pluto.


I don't understand what has happened... you aren't that much far (as is the moon to be... physically) yet...  the distance between our hearts is so far... what I once thought that were only a few inches has grown to the size of the solar system.  

Even if the moon is far... I can still see it... but you... it has been a long time... you just... disappeared...

relationships... games?

while having a thought process (aka talking to myself) something occurred to me... we are no longer young. Relationships are no longer a game... if you still consider relationships a game at this age (late 20s)... you are clearly immature and there is something wrong with you...

actually... relationships should never be considered a game... to begin with... only immature, selfish, insecure and low self confidence type of people play games... because they can't show others who they really are...