Wednesday, April 6, 2016

Why am I in Japan?

I am currently on the train, so please excuse me if there are any typos or grammatical errors.

sakura cherry blossoms 桜 さくら
taken from my house...


why am I here... what is my purpose?
I have gotten this question many MANY times...

unfortunately, I don't have the answer... I'll be very honest, I really don't know...

How I see it is, instead of worrying and wondering why... I choose to enjoy this place... try to get as much out of it as possible... because I don't even know how long I will even be here...

All I care is I'm enjoying life... perhaps this is the purpose in itself... why must I seek the purposes if I am already living that purpose?

Monday, April 4, 2016

representing Canadians

listening to: Jay Chou (please excuse any typos/errors...)
photo source: www.snowcollegenews.com


So after 4 people from 4 different countries (Chicago, NY, Australia and UK) have commented about my Canadian accent, I feel the need to write it here in my blog. These all happened in 4 different occasions:

K from Chicago: Wow... you are definitely Canadian, I haven't heard a Torontonian accent in a long time... especially the way you say "Toronto"

D from NY: yes! That's how you know she's from Toronto, the way she pronounces Toronto...

E from Australia: ... it's so obvious you are from North America... the US or Canada... that accent 

S from UK: hahaha... say that again? You are so Canadian... just like my Canadian friend...



HAHA... these comments make me very self conscious of the way I speak... do I really sound THAT Canadian (more specifically Torontonian)?. I am afraid to say the word "Toronto" now... -_____-||


A new place

Shibuya Miyamasusaka 宮益坂、渋谷



All my life I have spoken English like how I know it... I can recognize the Southern American accent and the UK/Australian accent (till now I can't fully distinguish it... sorry to all my British/English and Australian friends >___<).

The reason why I decided to write these thoughts down is not to show you how "Canadian" or "Torontonian" I am... but rather... it is a wake up call for me... it finally hits me that I am no longer in Canada... where everyone speaks English with the same accent as I do... it's not a place where people have a similar background as I do... I am in a foreign place... a place where if I speak/act/think... I leave an impression on others about Canadians... . I can relate to them... I have met people from different countries (side note: my church has over 52 nationalities) and they are and most probably be the only one I will meet from their country/city/town... whatever they do influences my impression on people from their countries..

As I am still learning to adjust to this new place... I come across new and fascinating things every day... and today... this is what I discovered. As I meet new friends and students... they not only see me as "Stephanie Ng", but also as a "Canadian", "Hong Konger/ese", and "Torontontian".

Sunday, March 27, 2016

sad week...

This week... there were 2 bad news. One was devastating and the other was very unfortunate. As I am currently sick with a cold... please excuse any typos/grammatical errors >___<

photo source: ibnlive.com

According to latest new sources: 31 people were killed and about 271 wounded. :(... My thoughts go out to all their families and friends. As I fly much more than I used to... these sorts of events makes me furious!! Airports are places where we wait for the arrival of our loved ones or send off well wishes to our loved ones... yet these idiotic terrorists have chosen such a place to hurt others... hurting people is wrong... but hurting them at a place where people are so vulnerable... that is SO WRONG AND EVIL :'(.

Photo credits: www.truthrevolt.org

Rob Ford (May 28, 1969 – March 22, 2016)

Photo credits: www.huffingtonpost.ca


Death of Rob Ford... R.I.P. . As I mentioned earlier in my Wordpress BlogRob Ford, The crack Mayor, I respected him as Mayor of Toronto simply because he listened to us, citizens, he put in effort to make Toronto a better place and he tried to keep his promises (promises made during his campaign). yes, he had his flaws... but he did make Toronto a much better place to live in. During his time as Mayor, I did see dramatic improvements to the city. As I heard the news of him passing... It was hard to accept the fact that he will not have another chance to run for mayor. (I was secretly hoping he will have another chance in the next election). R.I.P. :(

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

Fishball Revolution

Fishball Revolution Hong Kong February 2016
photo source: abcnews.go.com


明明新年因該很快樂了。但是今天看到香港 非常的心痛.

Fishball Revolution Hong Kong February 2016
photo source: abcnews.go.com



I am not choosing sides, as I do not feel that both are right. But seeing what has happened in Hong Kong makes me so sad. After the Umbrella revolution, I was absolutely sure that Hong Kongers are very civilized. We would "fight" a good fight, a fight that is righteous and just... but seeing what the riots have done in this Fishball revolution makes me feel that Hong Kongers are changing.

Fishball Revolution Hong Kong February 2016
Photo source: cityam.com

A police firing 2 shots into the air and then pointing his gun at civilians, rioters burning trash cans and throwing glass bottles... and intentionally harming police and other civilians....

We are no longer the same.

... I am not proud... 心痛香港這—面

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

Happy Setsubun (節分/立春)

UTSC Cherry Blossoms Sakura by Stephanie Ng
Cherry Blossoms taken at UTSC back in 2013!

If it weren't for facebook, I wouldn't have known that it was Setsubun (節分/立春) already!!

So what is Setsubun (as if I have so much knowledge!... nah!! all I did was do some quick research).

Setsubun is the day before the beginning of Spring in Japan. So this means Winter is officially going to be over tomorrow!!! yes! I hope we can finally bring out my Spring clothes and stop freezing! ;) brrr... (no more :D)

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Fast pace!!

It has been more than month since I have first set foot in Tokyo. After attending a church, finding a job and just hanging around people, I realize that people here are much more fast pace than Toronto.

When I attended church, I joined a Small Group, after telling them my concerns, they all got to work to help me, not only did they pray but they have taken action to help...

When I first applied for a job, the company immediately wanted to see me the next business day. During the first five minutes of the interview, I was offered the position with a contract. I was very shocked and was stepping back because I didn't expect I would get an offer so soon. After speaking with a few friends, I learned that this is how Japan does things, if you are suitable, they will hire you immediately.

In Toronto, America and Hong Kong I am considered an average to fast eater... but in Tokyo, I am always the last one.

When you meet guys (to date) they immediately want to get things done, they would immediately want to see you at the next available time (if you talk to them in the morning, they would want to "date" you in the afternoon or night time). Or sometimes they will even attempt to get something "done" during the first date. (you can interpret "done" as 1. be in a relationship as boy/girl friend 2. having LOTS of body contact or 3. something which involves spending the night together in a love hotel or in one of our homes).

When I see an item for sale that I like (whether it be clothing, pair of shoes or something) and I take some time to think... before I know it... someone already bought them and it is sold out X.x.

It's quite interesting... as I learn to catch up as I sadly fall behind...

Tuesday, January 5, 2016

Thumb problems of January 6...

I don't know what happened... But BOTH my thumbs ended up bleeding... (No pictures to create disturbance to you all...it isn't pretty). All I can say is that 2 of my thumbs are in pain... One is bleeding on the side (under the nail) and the other is bleeding from the top... Where the skin of my finger meets the nail... WTH!?!?!? Seriously!

So... While I was happily searching on Facebook my "on this day" I discovered something shocking:


... So... Apparently... Just 6 years ago today I had thumb and nail problems too... To be honest... I don't really remember the pain and the suffering or what happened... Ali know is that January 6 is a cursing to my thums and nails :(

Ouch :'(